Only in My Dreams
It felt good to be back home in California; it seemed we had been racing around the world for awhile now and really, I just wanted a little piece of normal again. So here we were, nestled together in the bedroom, Adam flipping through the TV channels mindlessly. It didn’t matter to me; I was snuggled under his arm, fingers playing softly in the silky curling hairs on his chest. I sighed with the pleasure of touching him, of being wrapped against his warm body.
Suddenly something on the TV caught my attention. It was Friday night and one of the channels was having a Moonlight marathon. “Oh, leave it here,” I asked Adam. “I love this show!”
Adam glanced down at me through half-closed eyes. God, that look was so sexy I thought; made me want to do things to him, WITH him. Things we’d already done in abundance this evening I remembered with a sigh.
“What’s this bella?” he asked curiously as he frowned slightly at the TV screen.
“It’s called Moonlight,” I told him with a smile. “It’s uh, a detective show that, well, the main character is a vampire,” I finished, feeling kind of silly. “Really, it’s a great show. I didn’t know it was on reruns though.”
“Um hmm,” Adam said skeptically.
I couldn’t tell what he was thinking really. Probably something along the lines of ‘she’s gone over the edge now’, but I was too excited to care really. We all have our little weaknesses and guilty indulgences and Moonlight just happened to be one of mine!
“Really, you’ll like it if you give it a chance,” I told him in an effort to soothe my conscience a bit. He would like it I thought stubbornly! “Yeah, see, that guy is Mick St. John and the blonde girl is Beth Turner. She’s always getting into trouble and Mick rescues her.” I couldn’t help the enthusiasm that was rampant in my words.
“Um hmm,” Adam muttered again. “Vampires, huh?”
I chose to ignore that remark and just enjoy the show. “Well um, Beth isn’t a vampire,” I told him, my eyes glued to the TV. “Josef, Mick’s best friend is though. He’s 400 years old!”
This episode was called BC and was about a substance called black crystal that was made from vampire blood. If humans used it the effect was like a drug, giving them temporary vampire-like characteristics such as enhanced senses. Beth had taken the drug and was now at Mick’s place, trying to persuade him to follow her upstairs.
The song playing was by Fauxliage and was called Let it Go
Beth: There’s no space between us.
Mick: Hey, there’s space, there’s space.
Beth: I want to be close to you…
Beth touches Mick, running her finger lightly over his lips and turns to go upstairs. You see his emotions play across his face; what to do. This isn’t Beth; it’s the drug he knows. Finally he turns and follows her up the stairs, taking two at a time. The next scene is in the shower where Beth is begging Mick to turn her.
Beth: Turn me, TURN ME.
Mick: No Beth No.
Beth: Do it…DO IT
Mick: No Beth, it’s only the drug.
He held her twisting body against his, letting the cold spray of the shower wash over her in an attempt to bring her to her senses.
I sighed as I watched it. It was such a well-played scene. The desire was palpable between them and yet Mick held fast to his convictions, that he wouldn’t turn her. That scene always made me think of him as St. Mick!
Adam watched the show silently although I saw his eyebrows raise a couple of times. I stifled a laugh a couple of times. The shower scene is pretty intense and I swear I felt him squirm a bit in the bed, but he was probably just shifting positions.
When the episode was done Adam turned off the TV. We both were holding back a few yawns I realized. There was another episode coming on but sadly, I was just too tired to watch it.
As we both lay down in the bed Adam took me in his arms, holding me close. “So, vampires love? Are we done with the pirate now, hmm? Maybe I should be saying I want to bite your neck?” he said and I could tell he was smiling.
“Well, you can nibble my neck anytime you want Adam,” I said as another yawn snuck out. “But, maybe it had better wait until tomorrow,” I acknowledged sadly.
“Whatever you say bella. I love you,” he told me, kissing me softly.
“I love you too Adam. Goodnight.” And before I knew it, I was asleep.
I woke up to Adam softly whispering in my ear. His breath felt cool, as did the lips that placed feather-like kisses on my neck.
“Bella, wake up.” Another chilly kiss on my neck was followed by his tongue, stroking delightfully along the pulsing vein; the vein that the blood was surging ever more quickly through, as my desire for him grew.
“Mmm, Adam that feels wonderful. Don’t stop,” I whispered back to him, as I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on tightly.
“I don’t intend to bella, I can’t,” he murmured urgently. I felt his teeth nibbling along the vein now and I arched my neck so that he could reach more of it.
His mouth continued down my collar bone where he stopped to nibble on my shoulder; I again felt his teeth grazing against my fevered skin, quickly followed by his tongue to soothe the ache that his teeth had left. Goosebumps raised quickly against my skin, making my already taut nipples throb and tighten until I felt as if I would scream if he didn’t kiss them, bite them.
Sarah, Sarah what is up with you?
As if reading my mind Adam’s attention was drawn to my breasts, and I thought I saw his eyes glowing ghostly silver in the moonlight. It thrilled me, that I could evoke such passion in him and I begged him to taste my nipples, to soothe them with his kisses.
“Happily, my love,” he told me as he licked his way slowly down to my breast. I saw the wet trail his tongue left behind glimmering in the pale light and I felt a tight contraction in my belly as I quickly caught my breath.
His lips closed around my swollen nipple, pulling at it until it was even tighter and more sensitive. I felt his tongue swirl quickly around the areola, and then stiffen as it rubbed against the tip itself, flicking it faster and faster. I was writhing against him now, needing him so badly and I heard a low chuckle, from deep in his throat as he tended to the other breast as well. He caught that tender bud between his teeth and pulled lightly and a loud moan escaped my lips. I didn’t know how much more I could take.
“Adam, please,” I pleaded, my voice scarcely audible. “Please, make me come now!”
I heard him chuckle again, but I could swear it sounded more like a growl; it came from deep down in his chest and it was sexy as hell. I could feel my juices flowing in anticipation and then he raised his head and I saw his nostrils flair slightly, as if he could scent my arousal. It turned me on even more to see him react that way. I felt the hardness of his cock pressed against my leg and I licked my lips in anticipation of feeling him sheathed inside of my aching body.
I caught his gaze again as he slowly slid his cool body down my over-heated flesh. How could he feel so cool when I was burning for him I wondered for a moment, but the thought was soon lost as I felt his long finger slide into my tight depths. I was already drenched with slick juices as he first plunged one finger inside of me and then quickly followed it with another.
“Ahh, Adam,” I cried in delight. His fingers curled slightly upward to rub against the G-spot that was hidden in my depths. I immediately raised my hips in response, trying to urge further contact.
I heard the growl again before he lowered his head to my throbbing core. He watched me through his strangely silver eyes as he lowered his head to tease me with his tongue, which brought an immediate flow of wetness cascading down my thighs.
I came almost immediately and let out a long sigh of delight. He placed soft kisses over my thighs and belly as my hips shook with the contractions. I felt his tongue visit my swell of my hip and then glide across my belly, softly stroking around my belly button. My belly quivered as his fingers lightly followed the path of his tongue and I softly urged him to fill me with his desire.
“Tell me what you want bella, tell me what you need,” he murmured urgently as his mouth slid up to recapture an aching nipple. He tugged on the hardened bud, bringing another wave of desire coursing through my body.
“Adam, I need you inside me, now. Please Adam…” I pleaded. “Now Adam, do it now!”
More quickly than I could imagine I felt him enter me, my silky warm wetness enveloping him greedily. I heard him growl again and felt his teeth graze sharply against my nipple, making it stiffen even more. It was excruciatingly perfect; the sharpness of his teeth against the tender skin. He lapped softly against my fevered flesh and I felt the beginnings of another orgasm building quickly, igniting the flames of passion even more.
“Bella, you taste intoxicating,” he whispered against my breast. I felt his hips moving more quickly, pumping in and out of my body; I was gripping him tightly with each thrust of his body into mine.
I wondered only briefly why my breast tasted so good; I was covered with sweat from our exertions, but didn’t have time to ponder the question any further as his mouth slid upwards to my neck. He stopped there briefly, placing warm, wet kisses on it before rising upwards to claim my lips with his own, his tongue swirling softly into my waiting mouth.
As his body drove into mine relentlessly, his tongue thrust into my mouth, their rhythms matching perfectly. I thrilled to the passion-evoking momentum and urged him to go faster, harder. My hips rose to meet his in a well-practiced tempo as we soared towards the finish line.
I felt the first stirrings of my orgasm start to ripple through my body when Adam pulled his lips from my mouth and slid them down to my neck. His mouth settled over the vein that was pulsing rapidly as my blood rushed through it; his tongue running softly over the vein that beat fervently with my desire for him.
He licked delicately along the length of my neck, stopping to nibble occasionally which made me catch my breath at how delicious it felt. I was mindless with need by this point; my body writhing against his in an attempt to get closer, to increase the contact between us and take us to passions valley.
Just as I was there, at the precipice I felt Adams teeth sink into my neck. But not just his normal teeth; these were fangs, wickedly sharp! They pierced my neck, but even through the first sting of pain, I started to feel a pleasure more intense than I had ever experienced before.
His tongue stroked along the vein, as if coaxing the blood to flow into his mouth. The sensual feel of his mouth pushed me over the edge; an orgasm such as I never felt before surged through me, leaving me weak and trembling in its wake. My body shuddered with the release of passion; I was warm and tingly as well and I only vaguely felt him gently pull his mouth from my neck, before he softly kissed the tiny puncture wounds closed.
I lay in his arms, feeling complete and totally satiated. I pressed against him tightly and he held me lovingly in his arms. I felt tears escape my eyes and trail warmly down my cheeks and then pool on his chest, where my head lay.
Was I a vampire now too, I wondered?
The sun was shining brightly through the windows in the bedroom when I opened my eyes. I could smell the wonderful aroma of breakfast cooking downstairs and my stomach growled obligingly in anticipation. Memories of making love with Adam last night flooded my brain then and I let out a startled cry before tumbling out of the bed and running into the bathroom to look at my neck.
I stared in wonder at my reflection in the mirror. My face was pale in the bright light of the bathroom as I turned my head slightly to the side to examine my neck.
Adam came rushing into the bathroom then, a panicked look on his face.
“What’s the matter bella? I heard you run to the bathroom; are you ill?” he asked, his voice laden with concern.
I continued to stare at my neck in fascination, a slight frown pursing my lips as I twisted my head a bit farther to the side for a better view.
“No, I uh, I’m fine Adam,” I told him as I gazed at my neck. Not a mark on it. Nothing. I laughed and turned to kiss him, throwing my arms around his neck as I giggled against his chest.
He regarded me with confused eyes for a moment before leaning down to place a delicious kiss against my lips; his own warm and soft.
I sighed in pleasure. Just then we both heard my stomach rumble and he remarked, “Bella, I think you’ve been hanging around me too long. C’mon, let’s get you fed!”
“Yes, let’s do that!” I agreed. I thought about the dream again for a moment and smiled. It was pretty wonderful, but nothing could compare to this man. Not even a vampire!