Wednesday, April 17, 2013


My dear friends and faithful readers,

I’m sorry that I have been so long absent here.  I’ve been struggling with a number of things, some of them for quite a long time.  I’ve taken a deep breath and decided to just let you know what has been going on and why it’s been so long since I’ve posted anything.

The past couple of years have brought some very traumatic events into my life and I found I wasn’t coping with them well.  In January, I was hospitalized and diagnosed with clinical depression, a diagnosis that has turned my world upside down.  They say I have no need to be ashamed but still the stigma (however much self-imposed) is there.  They are working to try to find something that works for me to help with the depression but as yet the meds aren’t doing what they need to be.

As you can hopefully understand, my mind isn’t on the creative process right now.  I’d hate to see what I’d write if it were.  I have NOT abandoned my story and I will get back to it although it will most likely be a few months.  It’s okay to ask about this, I’m okay with that.
On a somewhat brighter note, while my creative processes aren’t cooperating with my current story, myself and a few others are working to get two of my previous, non-vamp storied ready to be published on Amazon for the kindle.  Sometimes and What My Heart Desires are long finished and in the editing process now.  I’ll keep you all informed of the progress of it all.

With love,
Cyndy  (Hope)